A Delayed Response of Du’aa
An eye-opener for those who believe …
While talking to himself, Ibn Al-Jawzi blamed his soul in a gentle way. He said:
I found myself in trouble, and so I made du’aa (supplication) consistently, all the while requesting relief and comfort. The response to my du’aa seemed to be delayed, and so my soul became disturbed and worried.
However, I rebuked it saying, “Woe unto you; look attentively at yourself, are you the one possessed or are you the possessor? Are you the one that is controlled or are you the controller? Are you not aware that this world is the abode of tests for you? If you desire that your goals be fulfilled and become impatient when they are not, then, where is your test? Is it not the ultimate test when you get the opposite of whatever you desired?
“So, (dear restless soul) try to understand the meaning of the word ‘Abd (slave), and whatever is dear to you will become worthless, and whatever is difficult will become easy.”
After it deliberated over what I said, it became a little appeased.
I informed it that I had a second argument for it, and so I said, “Allah (سبحانه وتعالى) is a necessary requirement in order for any of your aims to be fulfilled; yet you do not exhort yourself to work for His pleasure. This is ignorance, as the matter should have been opposite to what you desire, primarily because you are the one possessed. (You should note) that the mindful ‘Abd should make sure that he fulfils the rights due to the Master, and that it is not necessary that He (سبحانه وتعالى) gives to the ‘Abd whatever he desires or loves.”
It made it quieter yet I then mentioned that I had a third argument for it, and so I said, “You are under the impression that the response to your du’aa has been slow; yet you were responsible for this because you closed the door of response (to your du’aa) because of your constant sinning. If, however, you open the door [by developing taqwa (piety) for Allah (سبحانه وتعالى)], then the response (to your du’aa) would arrive quicker, because having taqwa for Allah is the cause of all comfort.”
Allah (سبحانه وتعالى) said: